MCMXCIV

I’m tired of feeling this way. I’m tired of having the thought of nothing but pain and suffering. Life is one big puzzle and quiet frankly, it’s inevitable to solve. To know every imperfection you have just eats you up inside because you know there are MANY others who are better than you. You’re nothing but dirt in this world. Even though you’re constantly being reminded of how ‘unique’ or ‘beautiful’ you are, the only thing running in your mind is whether or not you can truly believe a word you hear. You know that one day everything is going to change, things are going to be different and that nothing will last ‘forever’. Not a single person seems to understand the position you are in so all you have is yourself. All the pain you’ve been holding inside that is ready to burst out at any given moment. You smile. Laugh. But deep down its tearing you apart.

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